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Amor fati
This article traces a philosophical principle across C. W. Smith's work. For the narrative mechanism of recurrence, see The cycle.
Amor fati—the Nietzschean principle of loving fate, embracing necessity without resentment—is a recurring philosophical centre in C. W. Smith's writing, culminating in the thesis that in the eternal recurrence of the cycle, nothing is finally a mistake.
In *A Complicated Surgery Will Take Place on the Beach Tonight*, the principle surfaces as direct statement: “Amor fati. I want to sweat and get as hot as possible.” It emerges alongside the death of Les ("harder to get to the second breath… as I keep returning to the first"), where recurrence is not escape but deepening. The novel suggests that Leif's flight and fall are not tragic reversals but necessary returns—each loop a descent into the same truth, unbroke and unrepeatable.
*Everyone I Love is Alive in the Unlimited Present of the City and its Waters* (2025) reframes the principle as temporal abundance: “Everyone I love is alive right now. I won't be able to say that forever.” The acceptance of mortality becomes the ground of peace: “Peace is not a lull between complications — it is knowing that it can embrace all possible complications.”
*Fellow Disjecta, Oh Sunny Danger Time* embodies it in crisis: when the narrator's son is hospitalized, he writes “Grass must grow and children must die… think about what both of these conditions do to us”—not stoicism but a recognition that necessity and love are identical. Later, at a rock pool, he names it: “my amor fati.” *The Glass House* (2024) deepens the paradox: “Amor Fati… the point isn't… how one could best live forever; the point is to recognise how not to look back.”
The principle is not resignation but precision: each recurrence is the only life, and therefore sufficient.